of grayish pink

as i slip my body
into your shirt
the shirt
you left at my heart
when you walked
out the door.
i remember
everything
about you. love
of grayish pink.
the color
of loss and love.

that is all i have.
memories.
i will cherish
and keep them
locked
inside
my shell.

the only way
to be with you
is through
remembering

forgetting:
turning everything
into Darkness
remembering:
brings you
to life